From Twitter 04-23-2011

[thepainted_lady]

• 00:58:17: @vampire_peter *blushes a bit, working the soap into a lather & running it over you* That's sort of a lot? I can't imagine buying that much.
  
• 01:00:05: @vampire_peter ((No, they don't. Idk--most people seem to write her one dimensional. It drives me batty.))
  
• 01:01:07: @vampire_peter ((It's like writing Adam just evil/power hungry. *gets protective of her pups*))
  
• 01:01:52: @vampire_peter *laughs a little, rinsing you off* I've never had such carte blanche....
  
• 01:05:58: @vampire_peter ((Uh huh, exactly. So annoying when people just...miss all the layers , nuances and subtleties. ))
  
• 01:08:12: @vampire_peter ((And people who write Lydia as just slutty--gah. She's got victim mentality written ALL over her. It's so a mask she wears))
  
• 01:08:37: @vampire_peter I guess? I've never really thought about it that way...never really dreamed about shopping like that.
  
• 01:15:39: @vampire_peter ((Yeah. That's why I don't write Sylar outside of fic--I don't want to mess him up. Even Peter's new for me, but I wrote --
  
• 01:15:53: @vampire_peter enough Adam/Peter fic that I finally got comfortable with his voice, at least. LOL))
  
• 01:16:18: @vampire_peter *snuggles into the towel and you, giving you a smile* That sounds good--one step at a time.
  
• 01:18:57: @vampire_peter ((I do Sylar in like prompts and fic here and there. And then run it by my Sylar peeps all, "tell me I didn't butcher him?"))
  
• 01:20:53: @vampire_peter *returns the kiss* Okay...*wraps up in the towel, moving to the bedroom to snag clothes, getting dressed quickly*
  
• 01:23:52: @vampire_peter ((I'm sure you do! I still fret over my Peter, but ppl kept loving on him in my fic, so that helped get me courage.))
  
• 01:24:09: @vampire_peter ((I just.....don't write good guys, usually. LOL))
  
• 01:29:59: @vampire_peter ((You should! lol Though much of it is sad. I have an epic apocalyptic post-s2 fic of "what if the virus was released?"))
  
• 01:42:47: @vampire_peter ((ok! Sleep well and have fun tomorrow. Link to the huge fic and a couple of darker Adam/Peter ones: http://bit.ly/hXDExa ))
  
• 01:43:52: @vampire_peter ((I do not have to work, so it shall be a lovely one tomorrow. <3 talk to you later! ))
  
• 01:44:07: @vampire_peter ((and I'd love to read any of yours you'd like to share. :-D))
  
• 09:45:09: Water for Elephants opened last night!!!! I may need to drag @changehistory and @capturedworlds off to see it!
  
• 11:21:40: Movie time!!! *bounces!!!!*
  
• 11:23:24: @vampire_peter Water for Elephants!!!
  
• 11:29:24: @vampire_peter I *loved* the book, so, I'm hoping...
  
• 11:29:29: @changehistory remember @capturedworlds wants the fake cheese on it...
  
• 11:31:31: @vampire_peter I'll be back to sprawl later. I promised Adam & Melissa we'd go.
  
• 11:33:04: RT @changehistory: New Pirates!!!! #Adamgetswaytooexcitedatmoviepreviews
  
• 11:35:44: RT @manof_myword: It's possible I've moved into a madhouse...
  
• 14:03:20: @vampire_peter I could...definitely use dinner and snuggling tonight.
  
• 14:04:08: That was not exactly the reaction I anticipated having. It was so very good but...I can't quite breathe.
  
• 15:34:22: @vampire_peter *small smile* Thanks
  
• 16:20:32: @vampire_peter *small smile* Thanks...*is a little more shaken than wants to let on*
  
• 16:39:16: @vampire_peter *nods a little, smiling for you* You don't need any help?
  
• 16:44:27: @vampire_peter Okay....*curls up on the sofa, frowning a little, drifting into my thoughts*
  
• 16:47:39: @vampire_peter *smiles a little, taking the plate* Yeah. The movie was...really good.
  
• 17:03:01: @vampire_peter It was. I just...*shrugs, not sure how to explain, or if I should* wasn't really expecting my reaction to it, I guess.
  
• 17:47:32: @vampire_peter It's not that...*trails off, again uncertain* I had fun, yes.
  
• 18:13:31: @vampire_peter ((and I am finally home and no longer tagging on phone, so I should be more consistent, finally. lol))
  
• 18:14:18: @vampire_peter ((oh no! *pouts* lol))
  
• 18:18:44: @vampire_peter ((Well, I'll be here for the night, now, so. be safe. <3))
  
• 19:52:06: I still can't breathe. It needs to stop...I need to find a way to do so again...
  
• 20:08:16: @vampire_peter ((oooh! I am so getting purple streaks in July, finally))
  
• 20:10:47: @vampire_peter ((:-D It's my favorite color, too.))
  
• 20:21:29: @vampire_peter ((hee! That's awesome. I've gone blond solely so it'll be ready for the purple streaks. lol))
  
• 20:24:20: @vampire_peter ((I was a redhead for years--my hairstylist actually got it all the way to blond. she's amazing.))
  
• 20:26:06: @vampire_peter ((Blond is v. tricky apparently. You have to find a good colorist. Mine rocks lots))
  
• 20:28:58: @TheWatchmaker @vampire_peter ((after yesterday, mine's almost to white blond now. LOL))
  
• 20:31:31: @vampire_peter @TheWatchmaker ((In the meantime, I would really really appreciate it if Lydia would let me breathe. *hates musebleed*))
  
• 20:33:44: @vampire_peter @TheWatchmaker (The movie turned out to be very triggery? And yet happy at the same time? So she's sort of a mess in my head)
  
• 20:35:51: @vampire_peter @TheWatchmaker ((Yeah, it just brought up a *lot* of nostalgia, homesickness, and broken triggers, too. v. v. messy))
  
• 20:41:22: @vampire_peter ((Idk. Maybe talking about it. Maybe just distraction. A lot of Samuel issues came up--she's scared to talk about him))
  
• 20:47:46: @vampire_peter ((It might work, yeah. He may have to push just a little? 'cause she'll be reluctant to bring Samuel up, at least))
  
• 20:49:27: @vampire_peter ((That may do it. She's already mentioned just randomly on here once or twice that she can't breathe))
  
• 20:56:26: @vampire_peter *shifts uncomfortably, looking at you, then down at my skirt, shrugging* Nothing's *wrong.* Just...the movie made me homesick
  
• 21:04:10: @vampire_peter *watches you for a long moment. can't quite trust that, and it shows* Homesickness is actually a really good word for it. I--
  
• 21:05:03: @vampire_peter don't know how else to explain it. There's something about that life that you can't understand if you're not part of it, and-
  
• 21:05:43: @vampire_peter I didn't realize how much I missed it until I saw parts of it again. *and parts of the same dynamics, but that part is too --
  
• 21:05:54: @vampire_peter fucked up to talk about*
  
• 21:19:13: @vampire_peter *that seems safe enough, so after a moment* You know how you feel like you're out of place here? I do too. We don't live --
  
• 21:19:57: @vampire_peter among everyone. From the time I ran away and joined the carnival...it's another way of life. On the outside of society. We--
  
• 21:20:41: @vampire_peter were always moving. Our homes were our trailers, and they were set up somewhere new most nights. We were gypsies. Patrons of-
  
• 21:21:16: @vampire_peter the carnival? We call them rubes. They're there to get fleeced as much as have a good time. It's the tradition of the --
  
• 21:21:47: @vampire_peter American circus and carnival. And I was one of the sideshow acts, and I ...it wasn't always safe, but it was home. They were-
  
• 21:23:30: @vampire_peter my family. I never thought I'd leave. And out here...it's cold, and people are different, and I don't fit in. I didn't when--
  
• 21:23:40: @vampire_peter I was just a girl, and I don't now, doubly.
  
• 21:41:49: @vampire_peter *watches carefully, uncertainly* I know you want me. And when we're together, it's good. I don't want you to think that I --
  
• 21:44:55: @vampire_peter don't want to be here with you. I do. *reaches to touch your hand* I just...haven't figured out where else I fit. And I miss-
  
• 21:45:30: @vampire_peter ...*shakes head* It's funny, the memories that come up, you know? The stupid things you miss that you shouldn't. Or the way--
  
• 21:46:02: @vampire_peter you suddenly realize how things maybe weren't ever the way you thought they were. *shakes head* I don't know what I'm saying.
  
• 21:52:44: @vampire_peter *it'd be so easy to just let it go at that, and I'm sorely tempted, but I find myself shaking my head* I know who I am. Part
  
• 21:54:20: @vampire_peter of the...things whirling in my head is just the reminder of that, I guess. And that it was...okay there. I had a role where--
  
• 21:55:16: @vampire_peter what I was...even all the pieces other people would find fucked up...I was useful.
  
• 22:06:44: @vampire_peter *sighs, touching your cheek* It's...not the same kind of usefulness, Peter. There's nothing...I don't know how to explain it.
  
• 22:07:28: @vampire_peter ((*smacks her. hard*))
  
• 22:16:16: @vampire_peter ((she just...half of her *misses* Samuel, ffs. and knows how fucked that is, at least, but still. *smacks her*))
  
• 22:16:44: @vampire_peter ((Mostly because she knew where she stood and figured she deserved how he treated her and knew how to deal w/ that))
  
• 22:37:08: @vampire_peter *leans into your touch, even if I don't feel like I deserve it right now* How do you feel when you're with me?
  
• 22:52:12: @vampire_peter *glances down, then back up at you, a slightly wry smile on my lips* I do. That's...what I'm good at.
  
• 23:00:58: @vampire_peter *returns the kiss, but there's a flickering darkness in my eyes, a sort of sadness* I think it's better that you don't...see-
  
• 23:02:15: @vampire_peter me that way. The only person who has, really, was Sylar when he used my ability...and then he left, so.
  
• 23:10:43: @vampire_peter You don't understand...*closes eyes*
  
• 23:22:05: @vampire_peter *looks away* Did Sylar ever tell you how we met?
  
• 23:33:24: @vampire_peter *watches you a long moment, oh so very wary* He came to the carnival, lost. Without his memory. Samuel...*pause. I haven't --
  
• 23:34:42: @vampire_peter said his name in a long time and it hurts* Samuel wanted him to stay, to feel at home with us, one of us. He asked me to show
  
• 23:36:09: @vampire_peter him around...make him feel...welcome. So I did. *still watching to see if you draw the implication there*
  
• 23:43:39: @vampire_peter *laughs a little, without any humor* God, Peter...I was happy to do it. He needed it, and needed me, and I would have done--
  
• 23:44:39: @vampire_peter anything for him, then. It wasn't like he was asking me to do anything I hadn't done plenty of times before.
  
• 23:49:26: @vampire_peter Everyone contributes in a family. I have my ability, and I have my body, and Samuel's the only one who ever found a use for--
  
• 23:52:00: @vampire_peter my ability, or the combination of the two. Before him, everyone just wanted my body. That's what I know. What I'm...good for.
  

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