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Oct. 7th, 2010 03:10 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
- 08:44:56: I give up.
- 08:50:55: @all_heart I just...I don't know. Everything.
- 08:57:19: @all_heart I think I'm just tired. And overwhelmed. And...wishing maybe Claire had left me be.
- 09:51:17: @all_heart No. Just...I really don't know. Everything is too hard, lately. Everyone was wrong when they said I was strong. I'm not.
- 09:56:24: @all_heart Why?
- 12:52:48: Yeah, it's not getting better.
- 13:07:30: @SilverTongueSam *shrugs* Life. ((she is...incredibly depressed today. I don't know why.))
- 13:10:30: @SilverTongueSam *shrugs a little* It's not you. ((Yeah. Like....wishing Claire had left her dead depressed. IdEk.))
- 13:18:08: @SilverTongueSam I don't know. Like I said....life. ((Yeah. I'm at a loss))
- 13:21:51: @SilverTongueSam ((No. Leaving her alone might be really bad, actually))
- 13:25:33: @SilverTongueSam *curls against him, shaking her head* Tell me you love me...
- 13:29:21: @SilverTongueSam Why?
- 13:39:02: @SilverTongueSam Those are just...platitudes, Samuel. I'm...damaged and screwed up, with more issues than any sane person ever should be.
- 13:47:07: @SilverTongueSam *shakes her head a bit* No. I keep...dreaming about it....
- 13:51:50: @SilverTongueSam *flinches a little, though from the memory not his touch* Him. *her father, in case that's not clear*
- 13:56:27: @SilverTongueSam Every night, lately.
- 14:07:48: @SilverTongueSam I don't know what triggered it. Maybe just....thinking about it, or bringing it up again?
- 14:11:21: @SilverTongueSam *shakes her head a little* It's not your fault. I...wanted you to know me.
- 14:24:12: @SilverTongueSam It's not that easy, Samuel. It...*did* make me who I was, in a lot of ways.
- 15:23:27: @SilverTongueSam ((k))
- 16:55:19: @SilverTongueSam ((DM me when you're back around--I'm going to go study. <3))
- 19:14:29: @SilverTongueSam I....don't like how it makes me be.
- 19:51:01: @SilverTongueSam I just...don't understand....
- 20:11:20: @SilverTongueSam I've never been much good at faith.
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