From Twitter 02-19-2011

[thepainted_lady]

• 09:41:28: @all_heart *shakes head slowly* Our view of the world is so...very different. You see it so...definitively. Black and white. I'm his or I'm-
  
• 09:43:16: @all_heart yours. *gestures around* This is my life, Peter. There's no...riding off into sunsets. No fairytales. Not with him anymore than--
  
• 09:44:36: @all_heart with you. I won't leave him, no. But I'm not the one leaving you, either. I'm right here. Loving you the best I know how.
  
• 10:50:53: @TheWatchmaker *snuggle*
  
• 11:22:54: @all_heart People like me don't get better than this, Peter. I'd just ruin it, like I've already hurt you so much. I never wanted to do that
  
• 11:34:31: @all_heart I don't know how to be what you need. That's...supposed to be what I do, and it just...scares me. I don't know *how* to do this.
  
• 11:47:37: @all_heart *clings to your hands* Why can't I be with you both? Why do I have to choose which one of you to hurt? You think I love you less-
  
• 11:49:04: @all_heart but I don't. I love you both, and I don't want to hurt either of you. How can you ask me to hurt him, when I'm all he has? He's--
  
• 11:49:59: @all_heart not asking me to give you up, or hurt you. I don't know if I can do that. Not after everything he's done for me.
  
• 11:50:22: @TheWatchmaker I hope not, too. And, yeah. I understand all too well. *hugs*
  
• 12:05:50: @all_heart He knows, Peter. It's crazy to think he doesn't. He knows...everything I do.
  
• 12:19:42: @all_heart It does. *sighs* You say I'm not hearing you, but I don't think you're hearing me, either.
  
• 15:20:19: #nowplaying "Life After You" ~ Daughtry
  
• 18:12:38: I'm having a "why do I bother?" day. I think I need to get really, really drunk.
  
• 18:27:09: @reanimathan *wry smile, taking it gratefully* Thanks. I don't get them very often, but it seems to be one of those weeks.
  
• 18:37:59: @reanimathan If by crazies you mean my own ghosts and circling thoughts going round and round, then yeah.
  
• 18:56:58: @reanimathan Then, yeah. All the crazies knocking on my door at once. *takes a healthy sip of the scotch*
  
• 19:01:13: @reanimathan It's nice to have someone who understands. Thank you. *little salute*
  
• 19:11:28: @reanimathan I'm sorry you've had to go through it. It's never a pleasant thing. Far better with a distraction.
  
• 19:47:18: @reanimathan I suppose that's true. I've never really done the oblivion chasing before.
  
• 19:53:39: @reanimathan What would you recommend instead?
  
• 20:05:43: @reanimathan *sighs* Well, then....distraction for tonight. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day.
  
• 20:13:48: @reanimathan *clicks glass against his* To distractions and better days, then.
  

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