From Twitter 04-07-2011

[thepainted_lady]

• 00:03:54: @all_heart Everything...hurts when I don't have it. It's hard and bright and painful with too many jagged edges. I can't breathe right.
  
• 00:10:36: @all_heart *shifts a little, reaching to rest fingers along your cheek* The...mental and emotional need for it? No. Not when I'm with you.--
  
• 00:11:12: @all_heart The physical craving, though...at this point I think it's always there for some part of me.
  
• 00:22:38: @all_heart *blinks, startled* I can get you some E. I mean, Melissa's generally got it around, anyway, but no, Peter. Not the harder stuff.
  
• 00:27:34: @all_heart *frowns* I didn't say it was safe, Peter. It's...I know it's not good for me. But I need it now, and I don't want you to need it.
  
• 00:30:27: @all_heart You don't understand how hard it is to stop. I've tried, and I can't. That's no reason for you to get sucked in to it.
  
• 00:34:40: @all_heart You can be with me without getting yourself hooked on smack, Peter. *really worried* We'll get some E. You can try that, okay?
  
• 00:40:20: @all_heart *snuggles back into you with a sigh* I would stop if I could. I never...wanted this, not really. It just...made things easier--
  
• 00:41:38: @all_heart and Joseph always had it on hand. The girls didn't argue with him if they were high and it...helped my ability, he thought.
  
• 00:48:40: @all_heart It was just supplied by Joseph, then, yeah. Not...*he* doesn't give it to me. But, yeah, I mean, come on. There are plenty of --
  
• 00:49:28: @all_heart places to get it, and people who think it'll do them some good to do me a "favor." But...*sighs, frustrated* It's not...it --
  
• 00:50:28: @all_heart doesn't...make things easier. It's not real. You come down and they're still fucked. And the chance of ODing's pretty high.
  
• 00:59:07: @all_heart ...I can't just *stop.* But I'm not going to let you get hooked, either. Why would I do that to you?
  
• 01:10:55: @all_heart I can't let you risk your health and maybe your life for something so senseless. We can be in something else, find something else
  
• 01:17:56: @all_heart It's too late for me. But you don't have to start...
  
• 01:21:47: @all_heart *shrugs a bit, looking down* Sometimes I think it was too late before I ever came here.
  
• 01:37:07: @all_heart *wants to protest the perfect part, but it's too hard right now, and there's kissing. Has missed the kissing, so kisses back*
  
• 01:40:12: @all_heart *doesn't mind the desperation, my own feeding into the kiss with a bit of a whimper*
  
• 01:58:20: @all_heart *slides on to your lap straddling you, letting my fingers wander through your hair*
  
• 01:59:32: @all_heart ((and I must push pause, tho we can resume tomorrow if you want--but tis 2AM on a work night. I need to sleep! <3))
  
• 14:06:21: Possibly I didn't think this through quite well enough.
  
• 14:07:51: @vampire_peter Working at the club.
  
• 14:10:04: @all_heart Nothing to do with you, sweetheart. Just...work stuff.
  
• 14:11:08: @vampire_peter No. Nothing like...no. Nothing happened. Just...I'm not sure it's the healthiest place for me to be.
  
• 14:13:19: @vampire_peter There's...not really much else I'm qualified to do. Shockingly, people don't pay a living wage for NYC for fortune tellers.
  
• 14:14:26: @all_heart Yeah. It will be. I don't want you to worry about it.
  
• 14:21:48: @vampire_peter I don't really want to do anything to come to the government's notice. *looks a little startled* ...You want me to move in?
  
• 14:22:59: @all_heart It's not a big deal, Peter. Nothing...wrong. I just agreed to help with something that I didn't think about too much. But it's --
  
• 14:23:20: @all_heart not anything that's going to get me hurt or whatever.
  
• 14:37:18: @vampire_peter *nibbles lower lip, hesitant* I...you...would want me around that much?
  
• 14:46:51: @vampire_peter *snuggles into you, still a little hesitant* I do seem to end up over here an awful lot anyway...
  
• 15:00:58: @vampire_peter I've just never *laughs a little* I miss having people around after so long in a communal setting, but I've never lived with-
  
• 15:01:10: @vampire_peter someone like that.
  
• 15:16:36: @vampire_peter I've...I really don't think I can stay at the club. Nothing bad has happened, but I keep having...nightmares. And it would --
  
• 15:17:26: @vampire_peter be nice, I think. *if terrifying* I'd like to give it a try. *quickly* But I'll look for another job.
  
• 15:22:49: @vampire_peter *slides arms around your neck and takes a shaky breath, before nodding* ...Okay. Let's try it.
  
• 15:34:21: @vampire_peter *laughs at the spinning, clinging to you a little* You don't need to do that. I...if I'm moving in, I don't need my own room.
  
• 15:55:39: @vampire_peter *smiles* That would be really nice, yeah. There's not that much, but it's still more than I can carry alone.
  
• 16:04:53: @vampire_peter *smiles* Well, that works well enough, then. It really shouldn't take more than a trip or two. *has like...almost nothing*
  
• 17:02:12: @vampire_peter *little bit of a blush at the teasing, then smiles and gives you the address of the little studio I rented*
  
• 17:17:56: @vampire_peter *gives you a vaguely amused look at the "nice" given how tiny it is* The furniture all came with it, so it's really just my--
  
• 17:18:49: @vampire_peter clothes and books and a few little things like the comforter and some pictures.
  
• 17:32:35: @vampire_peter There are some boxes stacked in the closet that I used when I moved in. *and there's only really the one closet*
  
• 17:47:11: @vampire_peter *smiles* Thanks. The pictures and knick-knacks can go in with the books, probably. There aren't that many. *moves to clothes*
  
• 18:05:14: @vampire_peter *watches for a moment, then moves to pack my clothes and jewelry up*
  
• 18:06:08: @TheWatchmaker it's a nice picture.
  
• 18:09:08: @vampire_peter *moves to the bathroom to get the few things in there* There's food and stuff we should take? Can't just let it go bad.
  
• 18:10:51: @TheWatchmaker Well, this one's nice, too. You look happier in the blue one, though.
  
• 18:13:31: @TheWatchmaker What's wrong, baby?
  
• 18:14:10: @vampire_peter *wry smile* I don't really know anyone here but you guys, so. But it's month-to-month, so leaving won't be a problem. Just--
  
• 18:14:15: @vampire_peter we should take it, yeah.
  
• 18:20:03: @TheWatchmaker That's always frustrating. Just ignoring works best. Engaging just feeds the immaturity.
  
• 18:20:43: @vampire_peter *for some reason that makes me blush more, but smiles* Yep. That's everything. I told you there wasn't much.
  
• 18:27:24: @vampire_peter *is still a bit blown away by that, and gives a bit of a breathless laugh, holding on* I'll have to go back and clean at --
  
• 18:27:43: @vampire_peter some point. Give notice. But I already paid rent for this month, so there's time.
  
• 18:28:20: @TheWatchmaker That's even more frustrating.
  
• 18:46:33: @vampire_peter Well, there's not that much to clean at least? *laughs a bit, then blinks, impressed* ...You made a roast?
  
• 18:56:21: @vampire_peter Hardly spotless. *smiles a bit* That's still pretty impressive. And sounds delicious.
  
• 19:08:01: @vampire_peter I'm sure it'll be great. I'm not overly picky. *smiles, glances at stuff* Where do you want me to put things?
  
• 19:13:00: @vampire_peter *nods a bit* That seems fair...*smiles--excited but a little nervous* You're sure about this?
  
• 19:15:15: @vampire_peter *nods a little bit, relaxing, and smiles* Okay. I'll...work on unpacking.
  
• 19:38:57: @vampire_peter Sounds good. *starts with little things to give you time to make room, setting out a couple of pictures and moving the books*
  
• 19:59:40: @vampire_peter Thank you. *kisses back and smiles* Let me know if you need help.
  
• 20:11:40: @vampire_peter *works on hanging up clothes and putting them in drawers, getting stuff put in the bathroom, just...settling things*
  
• 20:16:22: @vampire_peter Okay. I may need to reorganize or something, but...I think I'm done for now. Food sounds good.
  
• 20:30:59: @vampire_peter Some wine would be great. *bit of a smile* ....Define "some"
  
• 20:37:34: @vampire_peter *laughs a bit, moving to sit at the table* This looks wonderful. But I meant "some" in regards to redecorating.
  
• 20:43:49: @vampire_peter *laughs* Fair enough. I'm not really a pastel girl, or much into pink except for a shirt here and there.
  
• 20:49:09: @vampire_peter It'll be nice not to wake up alone....
  
• 21:01:14: @vampire_peter *nosewrinkles* No one's ever said so. You spent all that time with me in Italy....do I?
  
• 21:12:33: @vampire_peter *flashes a grin* Well, that's a relief to know, at least.
  
• 21:21:33: @vampire_peter *nibbles at the pot roast and potatoes, and shakes head a little* I think this is good. And it is good...really good.
  
• 21:44:27: @vampire_peter I've been...curious about that. I mean...about how much blood you need, versus food, or...how that works?
  
• 22:00:31: @vampire_peter That's how it's seemed, being with you? I mean...sometimes I forget you're not human, even. But I wasn't sure if I just --
  
• 22:00:50: @vampire_peter was missing things since we weren't together all the time.
  
• 22:12:09: @vampire_peter *small smile* The how much you need blood was sort of the big one. I just wasn't sure if you had to drink a lot when I --
  
• 22:12:21: @vampire_peter wasn't around, or something.
  
• 22:20:55: @vampire_peter *shakes head* Not at the moment. *flash of a smirk* ...The biting really is pretty damn good.
  
• 22:40:11: @vampire_peter I wouldn't complain if you did...
  
• 22:43:22: @vampire_peter Not a good idea because it could hurt me if it's too often?
  
• 22:46:12: @vampire_peter *smiles a little at that* That's very sweet of you...
  
• 22:57:49: @vampire_peter *wry smile* Consider it forgotten. Though...I'd have dealt with it, if it weren't another verse.
  
• 22:58:28: @vampire_peter As for protecting me...it's been a while since anyone's done that, but...I like the sound of it.
  
• 23:15:18: @vampire_peter Well, you had me to yourself either way...*slightly amused* A Knight in Shining Armor could be very useful.
  
• 23:18:11: @vampire_peter *kisses back lightly* I'll take the chance on being blinded....
  
• 23:26:28: @vampire_peter *can't help the giggles, finishes up food, and nods* It really did. I'll have to come up with something to make for you.
  
• 23:39:23: @vampire_peter I can't promise anything exotic.
  
• 23:44:02: @vampire_peter *laughs* Burgers are one of those things out of my depth. Good ones need to be grilled and that was Sam...not my job.
  
• 23:50:17: @vampire_peter I am, but you cooked. Let me clean up...
  
• 23:55:05: @vampire_peter We can do it together?
  
• 23:58:07: @vampire_peter I'll dry--that way I can learn where things go at the same time, putting them away.
  

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